“what the hell?” kind of week

this has been an interesting week.

so i find out, then when i get stressed out, my stomach gets all confused and i feel sick ALL the time. i lost 7 pounds this week because ive only been eating (more like picking at) one meal a day. and after i eat that, i feel reallyyy nauseous. fun stuff.

then theres school (the reason for my stress). it’s been crazy. i have 2 math quizzes, a chem test, a history term paper, a buttload of philosophy and math homework, 2 chem labs, and reading for history. i think i can see a print on my ass from all this work. cause its kicking it. (ha-im so funny >_<)

THEN…theres this whole thing with this…guy. and nope, not that bathroom stall guy. some other guy. throughout the year, ive seen him in passing, and then he was in my philosophy class — but we never talked. then when i working on my math homework with a friend, he came up and started talking to my friend (they knew each other) and then he introduced himself. then the next day, my friend and i were studying for math test, and he came to help me with my philosophy homework (cause i totally didnt get it). theennn the next day, i was doing my philosophy homework in the lounge, and he saw me there and said hello and asked if i wanted to hang out later. i said “yeah, definitely.” innocently. thennn later on that night, he comes a-knocking on my dorm room. and sat down on my bed while i was trying to study for chemistry. ughhh talk about awkward. he was there for a reallyyy long time too. and it didn’t help that my roommate was acting all stupid and was like “im gonna…go…now” with a stupid grin on her face, like she knew something. later she came back with some people from next door and we sat around watching tv. and out of the corner of my eye, i thought he was staring at me, but i knew i was being paranoid. but then my roommate informed me that he WAS staring at me the entire time. i swear i blushed like 50 times. it was sooo bad. i dont have a problem talking to guys in class and in passing…but when they’re in my ROOM (like thats ever happened), i feel soooo awkward. and i dunno if he really “likes” me, cause he’s friends with ALL these people, including tonnnsss of girls. so im thinking this is the way he acts with all of the girls. blah. i dunno. i dont really like him. hes nice and kinda cute…but i dunno. i just hope it doesnt continue to be this awkward…for me at least.

yeah. crazy week. im so ready for it to be done. and then i can just sleeeep. and write. ^__^